Paper bag hearts

"No one is worth crying for... and the one who is won't make you cry."

Ahh, I love my sister. She talks to me on the phone for... well, 300 minutes, tonight.

when i was young i knew everything
she a punk who rarely ever took advice
now i'm guilt stricken sobbing with my head on the floor
stopping baby's breath and a shoe full of rice

no,
can't be held responsible
she was touching her face
i won't be held responsible
she fell in love in the first place

for the life of me i cannot remember
what made us think that we were wise and we'd never compromise
for the life of me i cannot believe
we'd ever die for these sins we were merely freshmen

my best friend took a week's vacation to forget her
his girl took a week's worth of valium and slept
now he's guilt stricken sobbing with his head on the floor
thinks about her now and how he never really wept

he said,
can't be held responsible
she was touching her face
i won't be held responsible
she fell in love in the first place

for the life of me i cannot remember
what made us think that we were wise and we'd never compromise
for the life of me i cannot believe
we'd ever die for these sins we were merely freshmen

hey ya-ye-ah-ye-ah-yeah
hey ya-ye-ah-ye-ah-yeah
hey ya-ye-ah-ye-ah-yeah

we tried to wash our hands of all of this
we never talk of our lack in relationships
and how we're guilt stricken sobbing with our heads on the floor
we fell through the ice when we tried not to slip we'd say

can't be held responsible
she was touching her face
i won't be held responsible
she fell in love in the first place

for the life of me i cannot remember
what made us think that we were wise and we'd never compromise
for the life of me i cannot believe
we'd ever die for these sins we were merely freshmen

for the life of me i cannot remember
what made us think that we were wise and we'd never compromise
for the life of me i cannot believe
we'd ever die for these sins we were merely freshmen
we were merely freshmen
we were only freshmen

Ahh, lonely keyboard

I figured out that my emotions and my sister's emotions are tied together. It's sort-of creepy...

Vitamins

Ahh, how we love our vitamins. Click on the image for a larger version.

You thought you were there to guide me, you were only in my way... Today in Biology, Jenn pissed me off. Jenn, I'd bet there's a 100% chance you'll read this, but, I think you need to know. You're very stubborn, and in this case, wrong. The worksheet that had the cell diagrams on it for Mitosis, it's an animal cell. If you didn't keep interrupting me, you'd've seen quite clearly my point: Plant cells devide after forming a wall in between the two halves, and then separating. Animal cells devide by the cell membrane pinching at the middle. In the second to last diagram, you can CLEARLY see that the cell pinches. Also, you're point, that the cell is shaped like a square, isn't a valid point. Animal cells can be shaped in any way that they feel like, in fact, skin cells are square. Also, the shape of the diagram variates in each diagram, so you can't make a call on it's shape.

I don't mean to be mean by saying this, it's just that over the last month or so, we've disagreed on three or four points, and I haven't been able to prove my point. Every time I try to speak, you interrupt me and call me "hunny" or "hun", and then reiderate your invalid point.

Okay, enough of that. Everytime we lay awake, after every hit we take, every feeling that we get, but I haven't missed you yet. Every room they kept awake, by every silent scream we make. All the feelings that I get, but I still don't miss you yet. Only when I stop to think about it...... I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU! Why do I love you? I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU! Why do I love you?

Okay, besides that, my day was pretty good. I finally got the faceplate for the dimmer switch that I installed in my wall like two weeks ago, I'm happy. It's looked so ugly and dangerous since then.

Okay, so I went to the store to buy some cake, and the check-out lady was so hot! I totally did her!

Ahh, moments in Biology. I seem to have a lot of fun with Colleen. We get the "quotable quotes" moments, like when she's secretly a cake.

Enough for now, I'm going crazy with this mess around me, I'm going to do a little cleaning.

Alright, Minds Unite!

I need to come up with what this poem is about. Tell me what I was thinking when I wrote it. Aeia told me to stream whatever poem came to mind, and here's what popped out. I'm sort of scared.

Pendant Earring

the pain, Searing
my vision, Smearing
the blood drop, Primiering
my hope, Disapearing
all the while, the crowd Cheering
although technically, they're all Adhearing
to the rules they have set, Rearing
their heads back in triumph, Sneering
at my fate, and Pioneering
a spirit, Domineering.

Happy Birthday!

Happy birthday Megan! Woo! 16. Don't crash.

So, my day was normal for me.. Wake up, realize that I have to go to school, get reluctantly into the shower, get out just in time to dry myself and be out on schedule, spend 25 minutes getting dressed and watching the news, miss Aeia, eat breakfast, drink coffee, get in car, drive to school (this week...), get kicked out of hall by Mr. Wand and the concert chorus, miss Aeia, move to the other hall, go thoughout school, get out of school, miss Aeia, go to the locker that Colleen uses, go to my locker, get to Daniels, miss Aeia, start musical practice, think about how Brian Giblin is a man whore (though his brother is really nice, I wonder what went wrong...), miss Aeia, get out of rehersal at 5, maybe get a few minutes with Aeia, drive Beka home, get home at 5:30, eat dinner at 6, miss Aeia, talk to Aeia on the phone, discuss how I'm dyslexic, get off the phone, climb in bed at 9:30, fall asleep around 10:10, and then to another day. Argh, it's a hellish cycle.

But anyways, happy birthday Megan.

Daily drawn drawings from Drew

Haha, I think this cartoon from Toothpastefordinner.com is especially hillarious. Check there every day for "daily drawn drawings from drew". Click for full version.



Also, Aeia, you'll appriciate this one...

Argh, the report card.

Just got my report card today... Ugh.

Biology, Mrs. Gabrisko 89
Gym, Mr. Cabay 96
Conduct, Mr. Wiora 99
English 2, Ms. Laird 82
Modern World, Mr. Schroeder 77
P&S Geometry (H), Mr. Schacht 81
Religion 2, Mrs. Fletcher 84
Spanish 2, Ms. Trantowski 76

Okay, so I needed an 85% or higher GPA (B or higher) to get my liscense, because that's what my parents said. Right now, my GPA... 81.5%. :(