"No one is worth crying for... and the one who is won't make you cry."
Ahh, I love my sister. She talks to me on the phone for... well, 300 minutes, tonight.
when i was young i knew everything
she a punk who rarely ever took advice
now i'm guilt stricken sobbing with my head on the floor
stopping baby's breath and a shoe full of rice
no,
can't be held responsible
she was touching her face
i won't be held responsible
she fell in love in the first place
for the life of me i cannot remember
what made us think that we were wise and we'd never compromise
for the life of me i cannot believe
we'd ever die for these sins we were merely freshmen
my best friend took a week's vacation to forget her
his girl took a week's worth of valium and slept
now he's guilt stricken sobbing with his head on the floor
thinks about her now and how he never really wept
he said,
can't be held responsible
she was touching her face
i won't be held responsible
she fell in love in the first place
for the life of me i cannot remember
what made us think that we were wise and we'd never compromise
for the life of me i cannot believe
we'd ever die for these sins we were merely freshmen
hey ya-ye-ah-ye-ah-yeah
hey ya-ye-ah-ye-ah-yeah
hey ya-ye-ah-ye-ah-yeah
we tried to wash our hands of all of this
we never talk of our lack in relationships
and how we're guilt stricken sobbing with our heads on the floor
we fell through the ice when we tried not to slip we'd say
can't be held responsible
she was touching her face
i won't be held responsible
she fell in love in the first place
for the life of me i cannot remember
what made us think that we were wise and we'd never compromise
for the life of me i cannot believe
we'd ever die for these sins we were merely freshmen
for the life of me i cannot remember
what made us think that we were wise and we'd never compromise
for the life of me i cannot believe
we'd ever die for these sins we were merely freshmen
we were merely freshmen
we were only freshmen
Sunday, January 30, 2005
Saturday, January 29, 2005
Thursday, January 27, 2005
Vitamins
Ahh, how we love our vitamins. Click on the image for a larger version.
You thought you were there to guide me, you were only in my way... Today in Biology, Jenn pissed me off. Jenn, I'd bet there's a 100% chance you'll read this, but, I think you need to know. You're very stubborn, and in this case, wrong. The worksheet that had the cell diagrams on it for Mitosis, it's an animal cell. If you didn't keep interrupting me, you'd've seen quite clearly my point: Plant cells devide after forming a wall in between the two halves, and then separating. Animal cells devide by the cell membrane pinching at the middle. In the second to last diagram, you can CLEARLY see that the cell pinches. Also, you're point, that the cell is shaped like a square, isn't a valid point. Animal cells can be shaped in any way that they feel like, in fact, skin cells are square. Also, the shape of the diagram variates in each diagram, so you can't make a call on it's shape.
I don't mean to be mean by saying this, it's just that over the last month or so, we've disagreed on three or four points, and I haven't been able to prove my point. Every time I try to speak, you interrupt me and call me "hunny" or "hun", and then reiderate your invalid point.
Okay, enough of that. Everytime we lay awake, after every hit we take, every feeling that we get, but I haven't missed you yet. Every room they kept awake, by every silent scream we make. All the feelings that I get, but I still don't miss you yet. Only when I stop to think about it...... I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU! Why do I love you? I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU! Why do I love you?
Okay, besides that, my day was pretty good. I finally got the faceplate for the dimmer switch that I installed in my wall like two weeks ago, I'm happy. It's looked so ugly and dangerous since then.
Okay, so I went to the store to buy some cake, and the check-out lady was so hot! I totally did her!
Ahh, moments in Biology. I seem to have a lot of fun with Colleen. We get the "quotable quotes" moments, like when she's secretly a cake.
Enough for now, I'm going crazy with this mess around me, I'm going to do a little cleaning.
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
Alright, Minds Unite!
I need to come up with what this poem is about. Tell me what I was thinking when I wrote it. Aeia told me to stream whatever poem came to mind, and here's what popped out. I'm sort of scared.
Pendant Earring
the pain, Searing
my vision, Smearing
the blood drop, Primiering
my hope, Disapearing
all the while, the crowd Cheering
although technically, they're all Adhearing
to the rules they have set, Rearing
their heads back in triumph, Sneering
at my fate, and Pioneering
a spirit, Domineering.
Pendant Earring
the pain, Searing
my vision, Smearing
the blood drop, Primiering
my hope, Disapearing
all the while, the crowd Cheering
although technically, they're all Adhearing
to the rules they have set, Rearing
their heads back in triumph, Sneering
at my fate, and Pioneering
a spirit, Domineering.
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
Happy Birthday!
Happy birthday Megan! Woo! 16. Don't crash.
So, my day was normal for me.. Wake up, realize that I have to go to school, get reluctantly into the shower, get out just in time to dry myself and be out on schedule, spend 25 minutes getting dressed and watching the news, miss Aeia, eat breakfast, drink coffee, get in car, drive to school (this week...), get kicked out of hall by Mr. Wand and the concert chorus, miss Aeia, move to the other hall, go thoughout school, get out of school, miss Aeia, go to the locker that Colleen uses, go to my locker, get to Daniels, miss Aeia, start musical practice, think about how Brian Giblin is a man whore (though his brother is really nice, I wonder what went wrong...), miss Aeia, get out of rehersal at 5, maybe get a few minutes with Aeia, drive Beka home, get home at 5:30, eat dinner at 6, miss Aeia, talk to Aeia on the phone, discuss how I'm dyslexic, get off the phone, climb in bed at 9:30, fall asleep around 10:10, and then to another day. Argh, it's a hellish cycle.
But anyways, happy birthday Megan.
So, my day was normal for me.. Wake up, realize that I have to go to school, get reluctantly into the shower, get out just in time to dry myself and be out on schedule, spend 25 minutes getting dressed and watching the news, miss Aeia, eat breakfast, drink coffee, get in car, drive to school (this week...), get kicked out of hall by Mr. Wand and the concert chorus, miss Aeia, move to the other hall, go thoughout school, get out of school, miss Aeia, go to the locker that Colleen uses, go to my locker, get to Daniels, miss Aeia, start musical practice, think about how Brian Giblin is a man whore (though his brother is really nice, I wonder what went wrong...), miss Aeia, get out of rehersal at 5, maybe get a few minutes with Aeia, drive Beka home, get home at 5:30, eat dinner at 6, miss Aeia, talk to Aeia on the phone, discuss how I'm dyslexic, get off the phone, climb in bed at 9:30, fall asleep around 10:10, and then to another day. Argh, it's a hellish cycle.
But anyways, happy birthday Megan.
Sunday, January 23, 2005
Daily drawn drawings from Drew
Friday, January 21, 2005
Argh, the report card.
Just got my report card today... Ugh.
Biology, Mrs. Gabrisko 89
Gym, Mr. Cabay 96
Conduct, Mr. Wiora 99
English 2, Ms. Laird 82
Modern World, Mr. Schroeder 77
P&S Geometry (H), Mr. Schacht 81
Religion 2, Mrs. Fletcher 84
Spanish 2, Ms. Trantowski 76
Okay, so I needed an 85% or higher GPA (B or higher) to get my liscense, because that's what my parents said. Right now, my GPA... 81.5%. :(
Biology, Mrs. Gabrisko 89
Gym, Mr. Cabay 96
Conduct, Mr. Wiora 99
English 2, Ms. Laird 82
Modern World, Mr. Schroeder 77
P&S Geometry (H), Mr. Schacht 81
Religion 2, Mrs. Fletcher 84
Spanish 2, Ms. Trantowski 76
Okay, so I needed an 85% or higher GPA (B or higher) to get my liscense, because that's what my parents said. Right now, my GPA... 81.5%. :(
Thursday, January 20, 2005
Have you ever...
Ahh, today at musical practice, I got a new part.. I'm drumming on a metal watering can! What fun. Uhm, I think this came from Melissa's Xanga, I don't remember.
Have you ever...
(x) snuck out of the house (just walked on out the door whenever)
(x) gotten lost in your city
( ) saw a shooting star
(x) been to any other countries besides the United States
( ) had a serious surgery
( ) gone out in public in your pajamas
( ) kissed a stranger
(x) hugged a stranger
(x) been in a fist fight
( ) been arrested
( ) done drugs
(x) had alcohol
( ) gotten drunk
(x) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
( ) made out in an... elevator
(x) swore at your parents
( ) kicked a guy where it hurts.
(x) been in love
(x) been close to love
( ) been to a casino
( ) been skydiving
(x) broken a bone
( ) been high
( ) skinny-dipped
( ) skipped school
( ) flashed someone
(x) saw a therapist
( ) done the splits
(x) played spin the bottle
(x) gotten stitches
( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
(x) bitten someone
(x) been to Niagara Falls
(x) gotten the chicken pox
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) crashed into a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
( ) ridden in a taxi
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(x) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) stole something from your job
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in New Orleans
( ) been to Europe
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children
(x) saw someone die
( ) been to Africa
(x) Driven over 400 miles in one day
(x) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
( ) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) Thrown up in a bar
( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
( ) Eaten sushi
( ) Been snowboarding
( ) lost a child
(x) gone to college
( ) graduated college
( ) done hard drugs
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
Have you ever...
(x) snuck out of the house (just walked on out the door whenever)
(x) gotten lost in your city
( ) saw a shooting star
(x) been to any other countries besides the United States
( ) had a serious surgery
( ) gone out in public in your pajamas
( ) kissed a stranger
(x) hugged a stranger
(x) been in a fist fight
( ) been arrested
( ) done drugs
(x) had alcohol
( ) gotten drunk
(x) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
( ) made out in an... elevator
(x) swore at your parents
( ) kicked a guy where it hurts.
(x) been in love
(x) been close to love
( ) been to a casino
( ) been skydiving
(x) broken a bone
( ) been high
( ) skinny-dipped
( ) skipped school
( ) flashed someone
(x) saw a therapist
( ) done the splits
(x) played spin the bottle
(x) gotten stitches
( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
(x) bitten someone
(x) been to Niagara Falls
(x) gotten the chicken pox
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) crashed into a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
( ) ridden in a taxi
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(x) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) stole something from your job
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in New Orleans
( ) been to Europe
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children
(x) saw someone die
( ) been to Africa
(x) Driven over 400 miles in one day
(x) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
( ) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) Thrown up in a bar
( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
( ) Eaten sushi
( ) Been snowboarding
( ) lost a child
(x) gone to college
( ) graduated college
( ) done hard drugs
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
Monday, January 17, 2005
Last day of freedom
Well, today ends the long weekend. Back to school work, tests, grades, all that shit. It's been nice to take 4 days off, with nothing to work on.. but yea.
How come nobody is commenting on my posts? I feel left out... Oh, and by the way, if you have an RSS reader, you can pick up the feed to my blog for up-to-the-minute updates ;). URL: http://conflate.blogspot.com/atom.xml
I'm going out to the mall with the 2nd family and Jenn today (I don't think Jenn's part of my 2nd family...) which includes Aeia, Juliana, and Alena. Supposedly we're going to be there for a few hours... Well, I'm hungry.
How come nobody is commenting on my posts? I feel left out... Oh, and by the way, if you have an RSS reader, you can pick up the feed to my blog for up-to-the-minute updates ;). URL: http://conflate.blogspot.com/atom.xml
I'm going out to the mall with the 2nd family and Jenn today (I don't think Jenn's part of my 2nd family...) which includes Aeia, Juliana, and Alena. Supposedly we're going to be there for a few hours... Well, I'm hungry.
Sunday, January 16, 2005
Blunt awesomeness.
This is precisely why Dan Wilson rocks.
And, he shuts up, and probably didn't take it personally. What niceness...
Here's something Aeia sent me, it portrays my attitude towards Bush, and the Catholic Church, summed up in one:
RHPSfan5: hey
Andrew Dunkman: Hi, don't want to talk.
RHPSfan5: blunt but purposeful
Andrew Dunkman: Indeed.
And, he shuts up, and probably didn't take it personally. What niceness...
Here's something Aeia sent me, it portrays my attitude towards Bush, and the Catholic Church, summed up in one:
Dear President Bush,
Thank you for doing so much to educate people regarding God's Law. I have learned a great deal from you and undestand why you would propose and support a constitutional amendment banning same-sex marriage. As you said, "in the eyes of God, marriage is based between a man and a woman." I try to share that knowledge with as many people as I can. When someone tries to defened the homosexual lifestyle, for example, I simply remind them that Leviticus 18:22 clearly states it to be an abomination. End of debate, right?
I do need some advice from you, however, regarding some other elements of God's Laws and how to follow them.
1.) Leviticus 25:44 states that I may possess slaves, both male and female, provided they are purchased from neighboring nations. A friend of mine claims that this applies to Mexicans, but not Canadians. Can you clarify? Why can't I own Canadians?
2.) I would like to sell my daughter into slavery, as sanctioned in Exodus 21:7. In this day and age, what do you think would be a fair price for her?
3.) I know that I am allowed no contact with a woman while she is in her period of menstrual uncleanliness- Lev. 15:19-24. The problem is, how do I tell? I have tried asking, but most women take offense.
4.) When I burn a bull on the altar as a sacrifice, I know it creates a pleasing odor for the Lord- Lev. 1:9. The problem is, my neighbors claim the odor is not pleasing to them. Should I smite them?
5.) I have a neighbor who insists on working on the Sabbath. Exodus 35:2 clearly states he should be put to death. Am I morally obligated to kill him myself, or should I ask the police to do it?
6.) A friend of mine feels that even though eating shellfish is an abomination- Lev. 11:10, it is a lesser abomination than homosexuality. I don't agree. Can you settle this? Are there "degrees" of abomination?
7.) Lev. 21:20 states that I may not approach the altar of God if I have a defect in my sight. I have to admit that I wear reading glasses. Does my vision have to be 20/20, or is there some wiggle-room here?
8.) Most of my male friends get their hair trimmed, including the hair around their temples, even though this is expressly forbidden by Lev. 19:27. How should they die?
9.) I know from Lev. 11:6-8 that touching the skin of a dead pig makes me unclean, but may I still play football if I wear gloves?
10.) My uncle has a farm. He violates Lev. 19:19 by planting two different crops in the same field, as does his wife by wearing garments made of two different kinds of thread (cotton/polyester blend). He also tends to curse and blaspheme a lot. Is it really necessary that we go to all the trouble of getting the whole town together to stone them? Lev. 24:10-16. Couldn't we just burn them to death at a private family affair, like we do with people who sleep with their in-laws? (Lev. 20:14)
I know you have studied these things extensively and thus enjoy considerable expertise in such matters, so I am confident you can help.
Thank you for reminding us that God's word is eternal and unchanging.
'That politician stole my penis'
I already emailed this to Aeia, but I thought it was just too funny not to send to the general internet stalkers. The article is just what the title suggests.
'That politician stole my penis'
'That politician stole my penis'
Friday, January 14, 2005
This old picture of my dog
Things to make and do.
Now this is an excelent website. It's like something Mr. Taska would make, if he wasn't a teacher. It covers everything from making a glowing USB turd to making an air ionizer, from fibre optic displays to turning Smarties explosive.
Things to make and do.
Things to make and do.
Google Job Opportunities
I was just surfing the web today... and stumbled across the top ten reasons to work at Google. For those who aren't Aeia, you probably don't know that I plan on working there when I get out of college (if I'm smart enough...).
Google Job Opportunities
Google Job Opportunities
Musical practice
Just got back from musical practice, it seems that I'm only inspired to write in here when I just got home... Oh well. It was pretty fun, it's nice to sing with a group where I'm not one of the three guys who are actually singing (and on key).
I think that I've decided that I'm not going after anyone anymore. It's sickening how obnoxious I became with Matt, and... well, I'm tired of it. Ooh, I'm listening to the Benet Christmas drive CD, entitled Bells and Bobsleds... it's suprisingly awesome this year, the song I'm listening to right now is "Lost in Darkness" by Charles Szczepanek... I never knew he was a killer guitar player, in addition to an awesome singer and a sweet pianist (yes, I did have trouble coming up with adjectives).
Lets see, this afternoon, after dropping off my brother at Logos, I plan on going out to Fry's Electronics... I'm looking into building a USB light for my keyboard, I think they'll probably have the equiptment there to make it. Then, it's to my dad's office to pick him up, and then out to Red Lobster for dinner. Yummm...
Haha, Aeia just quoted someone saying "while humping your guitar in an erotic extravaganza" ... I have to wonder what she was talking about.
Wow, I just read what I wrote... I sound... like I have ADD.
I think that I've decided that I'm not going after anyone anymore. It's sickening how obnoxious I became with Matt, and... well, I'm tired of it. Ooh, I'm listening to the Benet Christmas drive CD, entitled Bells and Bobsleds... it's suprisingly awesome this year, the song I'm listening to right now is "Lost in Darkness" by Charles Szczepanek... I never knew he was a killer guitar player, in addition to an awesome singer and a sweet pianist (yes, I did have trouble coming up with adjectives).
Lets see, this afternoon, after dropping off my brother at Logos, I plan on going out to Fry's Electronics... I'm looking into building a USB light for my keyboard, I think they'll probably have the equiptment there to make it. Then, it's to my dad's office to pick him up, and then out to Red Lobster for dinner. Yummm...
Haha, Aeia just quoted someone saying "while humping your guitar in an erotic extravaganza" ... I have to wonder what she was talking about.
Wow, I just read what I wrote... I sound... like I have ADD.
Thursday, January 13, 2005
Ahh finals done...
Hmm, just decided to switch over to blogger.com from xanga, because I decided that xanga sucks. (I've also decided that Hotmail sucks... I guess it's just one of those days).
Thank god, today was last day of finals... Modern World was impossible, but I expected that. Spanish wasn't that bad, except for the writing part, that was hell... but I think overall, it was good.
Well, I'm going to go watch the OC on tape, I didn't get a chance to see it live, I was busy doing other things... but yea, now I'm going to watch it.
Thank god, today was last day of finals... Modern World was impossible, but I expected that. Spanish wasn't that bad, except for the writing part, that was hell... but I think overall, it was good.
Well, I'm going to go watch the OC on tape, I didn't get a chance to see it live, I was busy doing other things... but yea, now I'm going to watch it.
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